As of tomorrow I am officially twenty weeks pregnant and ‘halfway’ through my last pregnancy. This is leaving me with a bittersweet type feeling.
Part of me aches knowing this is the last time I’ll feel these amazing movements, knowing how blessed and lucky Hubs and I have been to experience for pregnancies together.
Part of me cannot wait to hold our baby girl in my arms, to see who she looks like, to see how her brothers and sister respond to her. It’s magical.
Part of me is beyond scared to go through labor and delivery all over again. I have had three very different labors and I hate not knowing what to expect.
Another cause of my bittersweet feelings… Zoey is going to be 1 in a week. Seven days. Where is the time going? She took her first unassisted steps today. My sweet girl is growing so fast, trying so hard to keep up with her big brothers. Every time I blink it seems my babies grow up a little more. I wish I would stop blinking!
Love, hugs and more to come later!