I’ve been sitting her, a tangled mess of thoughts in my head, wondering what and how I was going to write tonight. I know I want to write. I know I need to get this out. But I don’t know how.
First off, my wrist is killing me. It hurts so amazingly much. I am going into the Dr to get it checked out on Thursday, I hope I didn’t do anything too serious to it! But the pain and the brace it is in definitely make typing tedious.
This week has been a bad one for me. It always seems like the week I am off birth control pills is the week I struggle my way though. And this was compounded by leaving my family to come home. And my brother (who drive back here with us) flew back home today, which only adds to the depressing feelings surrounding me.
Hearing the boys ask for their Nana and Papa (my parents) has been breaking my heart. The day we move back out there, even with all the anxieties and stress that is going to bring, can’t come fast enough.
This week has definitely been an off one for me. Just in case it is for anyone else out there, I am going to share a couple picture that always makes me smile… how can they not! 😛
The first one is Alex at 9 months. That face always makes me smile. Him and Nick both make it at me when I am frustrating them. The bottom one is Nick at a year old. I am so in love with that smile. Below is one of Zoey. It’s one of my favorites from her newborn pictures. These three pictures are my desktop right now. My babies always make me smile, no matter how bad of a day I am having.
Love, hugs and more to come later!